Why do we doubt God’s forgiveness? We say oh, he can’t forgive me, he can’t, you don’t know what I’ve done, I don’t belong.”
I used to think the same thing.
In my late teens till my early twenties I choose to walk away from God and pretty much did whatever I wanted. But when I finally decided to give my life back to God, I was terrified.
The first Sunday I was so scared that I clung to my best friends arm digging my fingernails into her arm as I walked back into the sanctuary of the church I had grown up in.
I truly believed everyone knew exactly what I had been doing during those years and I was convinced that everyone was going to turn, look at me and shoot fiery red darts out of their eyes.
But I was wrong. Everyone greeted me with smiles, hugs and open arms. No judgement, no questions, just people happy to see me.
That is how God sees us. When we choose to invite him into our lives, he greets us with open arms and a huge smile.
God loves us.
He always ready and waiting to welcome us into the family.
So what is holding you back? Fear? Worry? Anxiety?
Well good new those thing are not of God so won’t find them in him.
God is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithful and he has self control.
So what about that scares you?
The song Clean by Natalie Grant reminds me of how God sees me.
God sees us restored and new in him.
He wants to bless us and bless others through us.
He’s not up there waiting to strike us down. He’s right next to us waiting patiently for us to allow him into our lives. He’s constantly there wanting to spend time with us, talk to us and show us who he made us to be.
Trust me, who he made you to be is beyond anything you could ever imagine. When I began writing I knew that it was what I was meant to be doing. God had been telling me for years but it wasn’t until I took the leap of faith to really pursue it that I felt like this is it. This is what I was meant to do.
Ask God who he’s made you to be and trust that he knows what suits you best, he made you.